Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten factsIt’s been a while…
So I had this wacked out dream last night, I felt the need to share sorry for typos in advance I will probably edit this at some point because I dont want to forget it. Oh and the stuff italicized is my thoughts of the dream looking back on it. Enjoy!
So I am at a highschool football game. You know that feeling you have in dreams that you are with someone but you never actually see them. It’s kind of just assumed they are there. Well It felt like my boyfriend was with me. So we stumble across this keg naturally. But this keg was not a regular keg with beer. It had liquor, burnetts if I am not mistaken. Well I get my red cup and fill it. Then i got this feeling that this little group of us standing around a ked at a highschool football game was going to get busted. SHOCKER I know! So I, for what ever reason, left my boyfriend. (still have yet to actually see him.) I start walking to find a water bottle to put my drink in because lets face it a red cup is not exactly easily hid, or so I thought. I continue on my search for the water bottle when I look up at the bleachers and see who else but my mother. “-Bleep-” Of course she yells down “what do you have there?” And I am thinking to myself well this one is going to be fun to explain. My mother starts to walk down the bleachers thankfully as a large group decides to walk in between the bleachers and me completely obstructing my mothers view. In this time I get the great idea to dump the liquor out and drop the cup behind me. My mom comes up and felt bad for assuming I was doing something wrong. So I of course gave her a lot of crap for not trusting me. At this point I am so pissed I had to waste my drink.
So I walk off to find that the group was indeed busted and there was nothing left to drink. FML. So I kind of look around to see if I see my boyfriend. I dont so I pop a squat on the bleachers. Of course It starts to rain. Well I figure my parents will be leaving so i go to find them. For whatever reason I had an intuition on where to find them. So as I get closer its thundering and lightning and flat out pouring rain. Luckily for me I had not thought about the lightning striking me because in my dream it probably would have. I finally see my brother and my dad and my puppy. Except he is older looking. My dad explains my mom is already at the beach house we are staying at on “3rd and 5th” and we are going to meet her there. We go to leave but of course my puppy feels the need to bark at a wall first. Wtf?
So next thing I know we are in the car. My dad is driving and both my brother and I are in the back. The weird part is I would naturally of sat shot gun but i didn’t even weirder I was behind the drivers seat which in real life I hate sitting there I like to be on the right. We start driving and we pass all these houses. It was like we were driving through the mountains going parallel with the ocean. I could see the beach. We passed a mansion and I thought to myslef and I quote verbatum “Thats where three days grace lives” …… What? I have not listening to them in forever! This is where It starts to resemble a reoccurring dream I have had. We are going on the road which I am all to familiar with in real life.
We are driving along still parallel to the ocean as we get closer to a bridge that goes over the inlet. For those of you who dont know what that is it the small strip of water that in this case connects a bay and the ocean. The storm is so bad that the water has rose up on both sides of the bridge and the water from the waves was starting to crash onto it. My dad instead of turning around decided that we can handle it. So we drive right on through as water is crashing on both sides. At this point you would think I am scarred out of my socks. Surprisingly the emotions I was feeling were more of a trust in my dad to get us through and rush of adrenalin. So we are midway through the bridge and I wake up.
It is times like these I wish there was something to record your dreams. The sights sounds smells atmosphere your sense of touch and taste and most of all your general emotions you experience. Its like when I am dreaming all the emotions are heightened. Sure I feel sorrow in real life but in a dream it is just so much more. I think the mind is such an incredible thing. Even right now as I type this I feel as if I totally disconnect from my body and what I see myself as, right know its just my mind and what I know I am after everything is stripped away. I can’t say how nice it is to be writing again ever since I left for college I have not wrote something for me. Sure I write on the paper but that is more like work. Dont get me wrong I love it but this…. this is 100% out of want and It is such a natural high to get everything I am thinking out on paper because with out this I end up holding way to much in. and I can guess that Is not good at all.
As much as I would enjoy writing all night a am all to excited to go to sleep and start dreaming again. I will have to update soon with the dream I had last week of 2012. I will also give my spin on what this dream means. Because I honestly have a pretty good Idea. I would love to hear others theories. Other than my moms whos was rather funny. Until then… It’s good to be back.
